send'n love

have you seen these stamps floating around...

we'll they caught my eye the other day and it got me thinking ....

yes.. thinking scary huh !!

these lovely stamps came out recently being Valentines and all, i assume ... i instantly thought, why do we give into these silly made up holidays ??

I believe we should appreciate our loved ones everyday, cliche I know ... but i'm serious.

We should also appreciate the men and women we once loved or thought we loved .... I know I am so grateful and appreciative of every guy I shared sweet time with ...really we learn how to love, what love is and what love isn't from all those experiences ....

I really began to reflect and ponder from just looking at this silly picture on the

stamp ...

I thought how are we sending love each day ?

How do i send love to others so they will be reseptive of it ?

Who writes letters anymore??

How often do we use a stamp in efforts to reach out to a loved one ??..

From this stamp I also thought how a letter gives a more intimate, personal touch than just an e-mail or text ...which we could use more of that in this techno generated world of ours!

anyways thought i would share some of me ... crazy thoughts

Happy Valentines ...

but my real hope is we can all appreciate love..

more often than just this one day !!

Photos by Steve

Steve was so... so kind to take a few photos of me for resume purposes

Matt was stand in for lighting set up.. but I thought they turned out pretty sweet ..
If you wanna check out more of Steven Walters work... look to the side where i have "things i love " and you'll see a link to his website.. it's amazing !!

'64 boat

Introducing .... the 1964 Lake Swan Allan Jervis edition

Yes we are now owners of this vintage beauty ... it was a gift given to Matthew
funny story about this boat ... it was given to us months ago and to be honest I hated the idea of having this boat ...

1. we had nowhere to store this boat

2. it looked really hideous under the tarp

3. was not fond of having to drag this thing to Texas !!

BUT ..Matthew cleaned it up yesterday and I was pleasantly surprised ... in fact im pretty stoked to be able to one day take this lil thing out on the water .. (if it runs ha ha !!)

Matthew has to put a little more work into it but... i will admit i was wrong about wanting to get rid of it ....

I'm sure we will get stopped out on grape vine lake by peeps who will appreciate its beauty if not it's cool ... I'll still feel pretty cool cruise'n in it...with my hot boo boo

today i was born ...

.... 23 Years ago... in these years .. I've danced, sung, laughed, cried and kissed my share of boys then been crushed by them all ... but I couldn't ask for a better 23 yrs ... I've bloomed into a mam or a miss .. (as so the boy at the grocery store refered me to) but none the less a woman !
through it all ... I've learned heeps and have grown heeps and bounds. So what does one do in celebration ?... since i love my special day so much i was fortunate enough to get to do what i love at work and then came home to a husband who had cleaned the entire 590 square feet of our humble abode .

then got all fancied up for a wonderful dinner at the New Yorker downtown with my stud of a man ( oh the best stake matt and I have ever had ) Finished the night off with dessert at CPK red velvet ... if you please haha my fav.
23 i feel is going to be a fabulous year for me .... ( if I make it be )... i see a 5K in the future maybe enroll in dance classes we'll see ... thank you my sweet family for the wonderful messages on my vmail ... and all who wished me a happy happy it never gets old ....

christmas... among other things

christmas eve ... gma's house

-family fued

- count chocula

- finger foods

Got to see this lovely woman ...

my moo moo

oh ... and Lizzy got hurt

I guess thats what happens

when having to much fun on the farm

nothing...

super glue couldn't fix ..

ha ha .... it being christmas eve and all meant zero chance for a vet !!

but thank you to my cousins kyle&mason

Christmas day ....

-mom's house

- got matthew a sweet old time'n rubberband flying machine

- also some curve & burberry
- a beautiful fire in the fire place

- and new under shirt tanks for me !!

Sullivan Sunday Christmas day

- everyone was there !!

- heeps of gifts for the babes

- baby g's blessing ... beautiful by the way

Saturday 26th Taylor's b-day

-Tay turned 7

-played a mean game of mini golf

-had cup cakes at the sista's place

Baby Grahms blessing day ...

w/the whole fam

baby g is my favorite ....

he's the best behaved and best looking baby

im so very thankful for him
i love how grahm allows me to hold him for ever with a hint of fussing .....

oh and there's the gang

tay.. mada.. cam ..& sky

it wouldn't be right if we didn't have our annual home run derby !!



there were heeps of peep's that attended the game ...we are growing so much

i loved that matt took time out to play with the kids

matthew scored 9 home runs

not bad for his first year ....

mason took the crown this year ...

but i thought everyone did pretty well








The Men in my life .....

Neal Eric baby g Jeff + Matt












The cereal of my life ....

wouldn't be christmas eve without it !!

And then there were guns....

Me and my Boys went and did some damage ... ha ha target shooting wise !!

Matthew caught the bullet flying thought that was pretty awesome ..

don't mess with chelle ... im wearing heels

alright ya'll hope you all had a wonderous holiday ... now back to normal life ... i just gotta say ..thank you all for a great time you know who you are !!

oh and happy 2010

welcome home bf...

Lindsey Flake.....

my dearest friend has returned from serving in Vancouver Canada !!

Im so thrilled she is home...

she had a VERY well attended homecoming which she spoke so beautifully.

Matthew and I sang for the first time together ..which I always get so nervous singing but it went well considering how last minute the duet was ...

did i mention im so happy she's home and she will be even closer to me when school starts at the Y in Jan. yeah !

Isn't she so beautiful.... watch out single men out there im not sure you're ready for her !!

wanted...

... I'm looking for these white tall flowers for my sweet new

red vase I just bought ...

this picture was taken at Urban Renewal in stg a year ago ha ha ha ...can you think of any place that might have them ??? ... (i've been every where )

a thriller halloween

..life's no fun without a good scare... thats our job but we're not.... mean in our town of Halloween ....

awe yes Halloween ... traditional Odysey dance theatre's Thriller.... costumes and a full week long of candy beng ...ugh

this year we were invited to this huge Halloween bash the saturday before Halloween, thrown by a client of the salons and it was a bash to say the least ... it was hilarious !

J.R aka my boss did my Lady gaga make up ..which made the whole look come together perfectly ... Matt went as himself, Lanky the clown ... ha ha . Having the entire salon there made it a hit for me plus all the awesome creative costumes we saw

Then on Halloween eve matt scored some free tickets to the thriller at Kingsbury hall .... o how i love it and o how it makes me weep ....I MISS DANCING

Matt really seemed to enjoy the special guest clown more than any of the dancing ... then on ther actual day of halloween i went to work in matts afro wig and was a seventies afro chick of some sort ...

i loved wearing the wig everyone thought i should color my hair brown after they saw me in it ....that night we cleaned up the Rice Eccles Stadium after the Utes win woo woo go Utes and yeah people are such slops ... yuck !!!

but... we earned the young men and young woman a thousand dollars to go toward our activities camps and etc

so it was all nasty... gross mustard in my hair !! kinda work but was all for the good ...yeah

hope you all enjoyed your Halloween !!